Thoughts of the last ten nights of ramadaan

Assalamu Alaikum wa Rahmatullahi wa Barakaatuh Hadhrat Mufti Saheb.

Whilst making Thikr at night today, the thought came to mind where I remembered and thereafter wished that every night was like the last 10 Nights of Ramadaan Shareef, where I could spend the night in Thikr, Nafl Salaah, Du’a, Tilaawat, and the one or two tears I could only shed. May Allah Ta’ala forgive me.

I am unsure if such a thought is correct.

Since immediately after thinking this thought, another one came to mind: That to spend every night like the last 10 Nights of Ramadaan is against the Sunnah of Sayyidina Rasulullah (Sallallahu ‘Alayhi Wasallam.) As Sayyidina Rasulullah (Sallallahu ‘Alayhi Wasallam) had increased his Mubarak Ibaadah in this time, i.e.: the Mubarak Ibaadah of Sayyidina Rasulullah (Sallallahu ‘Alayhi Wasallam) was not constant throughout the year as I had wanted.

Hadhrat Mufti Saheb, please correct my understanding. I am in awe of secular and Western, Kaafir thinking such that I cannot reason properly. May Allah Ta’ala forgive me.

May Allah Ta’ala bless Hadhrat Mufti Saheb and his team in both the worlds. Ameen.

Jazakallah Khair Hadhrat Mufti Saheb.