salam. may Allah reward you for answering my question which my friend asked on my behalf. i have a very disturbing problem which i feel very embarssed discussing with anybody else. after the incident which is mentioned below i have been having a very hard time concentrating on anything else i find it difficult to even think stright i keep on having bad thoghts about my dad naaoothoobillah. when i am intimate with my husband these bad thoughts keep coming into my head and i have to reapet to myself that this is my husband and not my father. i am very sorry if this is disturbing you but i have nobody that i can talk to. i have never had evil feelings towards my father and when i get these bad thoghts i reject them stright away. one way i thought i could get rid of these problem was just by facing it so i touched my husband and in my head i think this is my husband not my dad. yesterday i did the same thing when i touched my husband and in my head the first thing that popped in my hed was ‘this is my dad’ then automatically i rejected it by thinkng telling myself that it was my husband. at the point when i thought it was my dad i did not have any lustful feelings towards him but i am now really afraid that my thougts may have been voluntary in thinkng that my husband is my dad.
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