I did talk to my sister in law loudly in other words I disrespected her. I never wanted to talk to her in that way , but I did it because I was angry with my husband’s behavior to me. for that I did say sorry by text 1 time and the 2nd time by email. but she did not reply to me. And I also did touba toword Allah swt . is my touba done? please tell me I am really hating myself. please reply me.