. I don’t know how to start my question. It just seems like everything is wrong. I’m swimming in the path of sin. I feel so ashamed to say it , but I can’t even make duaa anymore. I’m addicted to haraam. My namaaz is read out of fear and routine rather than love for the Almighty. I’m in a bad state. My heart feels troubled and I feel uneasy. I don’t know what to do, even reading quraan is difficult for me now. My Imaan is weak. I thrive on wrong doings and sin. I can’t even stop myself or realize what I’m doing. I beg for advice. Jazakallah
You Imaan is strong. If it was not then you would not be feeling as how you are. Thus wheather it seems like a burden, be steadfast in Salaat, good actions, Quraan Tilawaat. Soon you will begin to enjoin Ibaadaat performance.