Salam
I have been married to My husband for nearly five years we have two children in our marriage we had few problems and my husband has said the word talak but never ment it just recently we had a fight where I told him to divorce me and say three times talak but he didn’t want to he was forced by me he said it but he said he never ment it we are still living together but I har doubt in my mind weather it is valid or not and what I should do he really did not want to say three times talak but I forced him he pleaded with me and said he never ment to say it and that we should continue to live happily and think it never happens please help me it feels Like a big heavy burdern and my son who is two is getting I’ll Could this be punishment from Allah please help me what I should do? Allah hafiz