Before Maghrib Salah, my wife said to me, you can park in one corner and go to the masjid to read Salah. I will wait in the car.
I had no intention of performing Salah, because I was totally unsure whether my hands were paak or not, and I knew that by the time I finished wudhu, Salah would be over. Also, I thought, what’s the point of praying because, once I get back in the car and I touch the steering wheel, my hands will probably become impure again because the steering wheel had become impure because of having touched it with impure hands.Hence I sat on the stairs, whilst jamat took place downstairs.After jamat finished, I saw a friend of mine come up the stairs to perform his Sunnah.I panicked and said Allahu Akbar and began to pretend performing Salah. Initially I began reciting but knowing I did not have wudhu, ?I subsequently just went through the motions of Salah, moving my lips.My intention was not to mock Salah. In fact, I was caught between the fear of kufr and thinking I should not continue faking the performance of Salah.However I continued and went through the motions of Salah right to the end.
Would this be kufr?