Respected Sir, Aoa,
This year I recieved two proposals out of many that came close to acceptance but the mothers refused giving reason istikhara wasnt positive. For the first one i used to pray tahajjud even and make lots of dua but ever since that family refused i am no more regular in prayers, am upset, and ready to believe that Allah Almighty doesnt want to give my this happiness and blessing. I even tried one of the methods of the ‘tried and test methods of getting pious spouse’. this is so depressing. is it because I am healthy or have i done a sin that Allah Almighty isnt happy about. Please help me!