Asalmualykum warehmatullahi wabarakatuhu wajanatahu wamaghfiratahu
. sir I was in a problem many years ago , but allah gave prosperity,good life, at that time I liked a girl she was ahlull hadith. I was his tutor, and I recited many wazaeif to marry this girl and to get a good job . Before three years you said to me leave this girl. But now I leave every thing on allah, this wasn’t proved as good. At the same time I started a coaching centre for teaching and invested money and efforts, but after 18 month my partner oppressed me and right now im out of the coaching.
I lost everything,the girl I want to marry, my friend who decieved me. I aslo have some debt to pay, life is full of hardship. I feel some times its better to die. At that moment I was stressed and I did two or three wrong things, which I haven’t done for three years and I made touba for this. my age is 29 unmarried and I have only 1 attempt for many jobs in india.
what should I do which dua should I recite. advise me. People are making fun of me and insulting me, nobody wants to understand that im not raziq the raziq is allah if im not getting money its not my problem its my qader.
jazakallah please reply im waiting. my mind is clean and I will try to accept your advice.