My question as with all other questions submitted pertain to kufr, which I can’t get out of my head.
I was sitting with 3 other people. Whilst 2 of them were speaking & I was silent, I felt this overwhelming force to say: I am a kafir. This is becoming a common occurrence. One thing which is certain is if I did say the aforementioned words out aloud, it was not heard by others present. Such was the force to make such an utterance that on the one hand I am convinced that I did utter the words ‘I am a kafir,’ yet on the other hand the fear of the consequences of kufr & a broken nikah is preventing me from honestly concluding that I did utter such words. It is this internal conflict in my mind, which is preventing me from functioning normally. Therefore I would appreciate guidance on this issue. Has kufr taken place & does nikah need to be renewed?