I am having a problem trusting my husband. I do my best to be attractive for him, but he doesnt appreciate it. Lately he spends most of his time out with friends. He has a problem of erectile dysfunction so we hardly sleep together. The other night when he went out and came back he had a bath straight away. On his underwear I saw a dried white patch, which is obviously not urine. He is always eager for me to leave the house and when I return I see he went onto pornographic websites and his underwear is in the washing basket with a sticky substance (sperm). When I confront him he denies it. I have now decided to just ignore it and leave it in the hands of the almighty. However, it has become difficult as it bugs me and I feel like asking him about that night, but I know he will deny it. What do I do?
Sister in Islam