I want to use the coming month to make amends in my life, but cannot do so until the following two questions have been answered.
1. Yesterday I went Sheesha Cafe. The reason being I was having a bad day hand-washing. I acknowledge this is wrong. An Arabic song came on with music, which I am certain had Allah’s name in it. I thought, how bad, but I didn’t leave, because I was too in to my sheesha. Now I can’t stop thinking about it. Worse still, I went to the cafe with my jubbah. Would this be kufr?
2. My wife said to me this morning, are you waking up for Fajr? I said yes, but had no intention of doing so as I thought it is too burdensome to perform fardh ghusl, i.e. It will take me so long because of OCD/Waswasa. Hence I didn’t wake up. Would this be kufr?