My question is based on a health perspective.
I am 18 years old. Allah Ta’laa forgive me, even before becoming baaligh, i had the bad quality of looking at non-mahram women. I started watching porn even before i became baaligh,and i became baaligh by masturbating. For the past 4 years i use to masturbate [may Allah Ta’laa forgive me] In the beginning i didnt even know it was Haraam,and the harms it has. Now when i read its harms,almost all those harms i find in my self [my Allah Ta’laa grant me Aafiya and complete shifa] So i have this fear that if i get married i wont be able to fulfill my wife’s rights,in fact i fear that by foreplay,semen will come out. Also my sperm was coming out yellowish,not white.
Can Mufti Saheb give me any advice from a health point of view [also can you explain in detail about that Hadith which has that Nabi [Sallahu Alaihi Wassalam] complained to Jibreel [Alahis Salaam] about his ‘physical’ weakness and Jibreel [Alaihis Salaam] told him to eat a certain soup or dish, can you explain what is the ingredients]