As sallamu alaikum
My problem is that I made istikaarah for a choice between two fields that I should study. In the dream someone mentioned both the fields to me but one field was mentioned before the other. As I was still uncertain as to what this meant, I chose the second field(ie. the one that was mentioned second) over the first mentioned one. This year has been full of difficulties for me, nothing seems to be coming out right. It is possible that I went against by Istikarah? because I feel that I have done this. I have made many duaas asking Allah for forgiveness if I have gone against my istikarah but I would like to know what else I can do. Should I leave this field and pursue the other one? Should I make a new istikarah? A reply and your guidance will be much appreciated.