Dream of dry crying on seeing old colleagues pregnancy

salaam

I had a dream where I see my old work colleagues, one of them is heavenly pregnant (in real life this is not true). I am laying down on a bed at some distant watching them as they celebrate her pregnancy and wedding and I cry quietly and make dua however the crying is dry and does not have any tears. I am crying because I am envious that she is married and with child and why allah does not give me this blessing too ( I am divorced for over a year).