Trust you doing well Mufti and May Allah s.w.t be pleased with your effor, Amen.
Need your help or advie.
I am regular with my Salaat try and read Quraan every day
. A quiet person but sometimes I go off track . I use to have a habit (Drugs) and just when I think I’m strong enough and have defeated the habit I do it again.
When I do the habit I avoid prayers I avoid doing good, and only think of evil thoughts.
Shukar Allah s.w.t is great and I keep returning to Allah but I’m afraid and want to leave it completely
Please advice best way to deal with the situation.