Assalamu Alaikum Wa Rahmatullahi Wa Barakatuh
As you maybe know, hormones are raging for male teenagers usually from 16 years of the age. I have a problem with masturbation, I have worked extremely hard to try and stop this horrible deed. But the problem is, everytime I manage to hold it, I can only hold it for about 5 days, no more than that. I CANNOT STOP, I HAVE TRIED SO HARD, SHAYTAAN COMES TO ME AND TAKES CONTROL TO WATCH THESE EVIL THINGS. After I masturbate, I feel extremely guilty, and am about to cry, and I think to myself that no matter what I will stop this deed forever immediately, and then after a few days, shaytaan comes back to me and makes me commit this extremely horrible sin. I DON’T WANT ALLAH (SWT) TO BE MAD AT ME, I LOVE ALLAH (SWT), but I cannot stop!! I WANT TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO PLEASE ALLAH SWT, AND RECEIVE HIS BLESSINGS, I NEED YOUR HELP!!!!!!! THE METHODS OF FASTING ETC. DON’T WORK FOR ME AS I HAVE PARENTS, AND TALKING TO YOUR PARENTS ABOUT ANYTHING EVEN LIKE THIS IS THE MOST EMBARRASSING THING IN THE WORLD. PLEASE HELP ME!!! PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO GET RID OF THIS HORRIBLE SIN FOR EVER USING AN EXCELLENT METHOD, THAT WILL KICK SHAYTAAN FOREVER!!!
Walaykumassalamu Wa Rahmatullahi Wa Barkatuh