I asked you a question last year. #6017. Kindly refer to that to understand my situation. I recited Surah Bakarah and manzil…I still have no luck in finding a suitable partner. I was again told by our local masjid imam that there is bandish done on my marriage. The barriers are still there. I am depressed to hell, and feel like quitting everything and hurting myself. Recently a guy was very serious about me, but in the end rejected me. People show me hopes of marriage but then leave in the end. I don’t do anything without family involvement. Please send me your private email address or phone number so I can send you mine and mother’s name. Is it possible for you to perform istikhara or something to tell me that there is bandish done on me and what should I do to get rid of it. I am in mid-30s and I really feel like giving up my life as i am really tired of getting rejected. Please help me….for Allah’s sake please help me as soon as you can. I see lizards in my dream when there is a potential candidate for marriage. What does it mean?