slmz mufti thanks for your response i really do appreciate your time. i just need to clear my thoughts on my talaak that when the first talaak was signed by me and she sat for her idaat but when i visited her within that 3 months we did kiss and i always told her that i love her and i touched her.she did not give in so easy but it happened.we are still dating and kissing but the idaat is over now.we talk very often after 7 months now.is our nikah still valid.once again thank you for your feedback that gives me confidence in my future and please advice me on what should i do. smlz