I dreamt that some circumstances forced me to make Thabah of my kitten. I never feel like it, but circumstances compelled me. I did the Thabah sitting on top of a large mound of healthy soil which was in my garden. After the Thabah, I fell asleep at the same spot. I then woke up and starting butchering my kitten like how I would butcher a chicken/sheep (skinning, removing the head, etc.).
After a while, I examined the kittens eyes and skinned head and just broke down crying. I was just crying and crying over slaughtering my kitten. I felt so sorry for it, especially looking at how I was butchering it. However, I knew that Thabah was the only option.
I continued crying greatly and went into a Sajdah-like position (still on the mound of soil.) The non-Muslim security guard was coming towards me to see what was going on.
The dream ended. I then woke up still crying heavily and my pillow was wet with tears. I said ‘Astagfirullah’ three times and promised that I will never commit a sin ever again. I immediately went back to sleep.
Please interpret this.
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