Depression and bad dreams

Question ID: 31663

Salaams Respected Mufti

My questions are related to dreams an feelings
I know depression in islam seems wrong I don’t know why I feel so depressed an also I keep having dreams of falling from a very high height example a mountain or in some dreams I’m falling out of a window in a high building I have been having these dreams from childhood I am now 30 years of age
I feel so negative an depressed always worried something is going to happen to my two children or husband I have this horrible fear of being alone an at the mercy of other people I do understand that Allah swt is the greatest an is in control of everything an that he is so merciful to me but still I feel so scared an negative always thinking worst things going to happen what can I do about that
Is there anything I can do about that? what is causing this?
I feel this way more from the last few months I also feel like an unworthy low person I wish I didn’t feel like this so depressed an like a loser

My recent dream was of this one insect it was like a small flying roach it was attacking me an I had to go hospital because it wouldn’t leave me alone an then I walked out into the hospital parking lot an a car almost ran over me as I’m trying to get to my husbands car it wasn’t so clear the dream as I’m explaining but to this effect.

Also a lot of my family like to call me an they complain constantly about their respective in laws either a mother in law or some other kind of in laws I don’t know how to deal with it sometimes when I talk on the phone I have this horrible feeling like the walls are closing in on me an everyone I speak to is so sad an miserable I wish I could leave this world an not have to see anymore pain I look at everyone an feel this deep pain in my chest its almost crippling I feel like crying when it happens am I suffering from depression? Is that wrong for me to think as I am a muslim

Also I recently gave birth to a healthy baby

Also I have recently been having dreams of cleaning a toilet an there was feces maaf for asking such a disgusting thing its just that I have had this dream couple times an was wondering If any meaning or just a pointless dreams

Jazakallah plz advise whatever you can if there’s any particular duas to read an also about the different dreams

Maaf for taking up so much of your time an my long message
May Allah SWT reward you

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Asked on December 2, 2016 12:21 am
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السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُاللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

Increase Istighfaar.
You will recover from ailment.
Be positive.

وَعَلَيْكُمُ السَّلَام وَرَحْمَةُ اللَّهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ وَمَغْفِرَتُهُ
Mufti Elias

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Answered on December 21, 2016 1:03 am