Assalam o alaikum,
Respected Mufti Sahab, I want some help from you. You see when I sleep at night and after mid-night say around 1 o’clock or so I start caressing my body and slowly my private part and eventually that leads me to masturbation. Though I do not want to do it and resist to my capacity but somehow or the other I do it and then feel guilty about it. I think that some jinn or evil spirit is causing me to do this. Or is it my own fault and conscience. Most of the time it happens after mid-night and though I do not want to do it, it seems that someone is forcing me to do it.
Though I sleep after making wudhu and reading all the three Quls and Aitul kursi and blowing on by body thrice and also drink water on which manzil has been recited. Inspite of all this I still do these wicked thing which I do not like and have made tauba. What else is there that I can do. I do not watch movies, listen to songs etc. I do not have a girlfriend also. Alahamdulillah I am a regular namazi but still these things are happenning. Please suggest me some way out. I also read manzil myself every morning and drink the water of it.
What could be the reason? Help me in this regard.
Awaiting your reply.
Jazzak Allah!
