I have a constant fear of doing something wrong. i have commited zinnah before. i have been for haj and have asked for forgiveness for all my sins. i am a female and every night before i sleep i just keep on sayin ” Yah Allah Please Forgive Me” till i fall asleep.
the Past 7 Days i have been reciting it more and more with alot of tears till i fall asleep. i wake up in the morning having dreamt of my sins agian. i feel so guilty and regret my sins so much that i wish i could go back and change it. go back and not do all that wrong.
now i fear myself displeasing allah again. the whole day i keep on asking for his guidance and for him to keep shaitan away from me.
what can i recite during the day to put myself at ease and to help me.
Please tell me what does this mean.