Hi Mufti Sahab,
I apologize for sending you an email again. For couple days I was Alhamdulillaah doing okay and wasn’t thinking about it at all. But today again I couldn’t control.. from my mouth I said few times “talaaq mer bitwi ko nai”. However, after that I said the word talaaq again few times without any thought of my wife and after saying talaaq there was no thought of my wife I think then maybe a sec or mili sec later I said “to my wife” then a sec later I said “not”
Does this cause talaaq?