Salaams,
I come to you with great despondency. I am 27 and still unmarried. When I was younger I was taken to a moulana (I’m not too sure what you call them), and he told me that I had a napak jinn on me which tries to prevent me from getting married. he said as soon as anyone comes close it gets cut. After he did what he had to do, he said it was gone and that I would meet someone in 3 years. Even though I did meet someone, he didnt want to get married. Then my parents took me to someone else, and told me that the jinn is still there. After he did what he did, he said that all was clear and that I will meet someone in the next 3 months. Although I did, we had some complications and that fell away too. My parents have given up hope with me and criticise me alot these days. I feel they are ashamed of me. Although I dont feel like I have this jinn so to speak, I’m not sure if it is still there or gone. I want to get married but it seems to be getting cut. I read my salaat and makes lots of dua. And proposals have been really scarce. I am well educated also and come from a good family. I read manzil at times, but now I am growing more depressed by the day and I can only tell myself that when Allah wants me to get married then I will. But I am afraid that I may never get married. I am now so afraid that its making me obsess over marriage.
Mufti Saab, please advise me as to what duas I can read. Please help.
Shukran