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I have been searching for a job for the past 3months. Alhumdullilah Allah blessed me with 2 offers, both different industries one paying slightly more than the other. Since I had one day to make the decision, I decided to read istikarah so it was very rushed. After reading namaz, one company name was on my mind more than the other but when I woke up I was still very undecided. Therefore I took the offer of the other company (not the name that was in my mind). I decided to go with my gut feel and what I felt was right. This was also the one with the highest pay (which was not part of my decision). Please tell me if I when against my istikarah namaaz as I had no time to get any clarity or read again…..I am now very depressed because I’m afraid that I could have went against it and that I may not excel in this position. I really like to redeem myself in this industry as previously it did not work out and know that I could do well. If i went against it, what I can do to make this position in my favor, as I cannot change my decision now as the other position is already given to someone else……….Will Allah forgive me and at least make me succeed here if I did go against it….I sincerely hope I didn’t because I do not want to go against Allah’s wishes since he has provided so much for me, especially at a crucial time like this. Im so worried now that I cant sleep. I cant go back and change it now.
