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For the past 10 years ….while performing my fard salah I always feel certain i am not performing my fard acts in my salah while performing my salah …. I have trouble with my fast as I feel certain it’s breaking while I am fasting ……before whn making wudhu I would feel certain I am leaving fard parts of my body left dry …I feel certain my salah, fast, wudhu is null and void on many occasions …..

Everything mentioned below occurs to me sometimes

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I am certain I am uttering statements of kufr ( that take me out of islam ( with the intention of committing kufr in my mind and heart , once in a while.A while after stating the statements I get this intense fear and worry that I am out of the fold of islam ….. I read my shahada and take a ghusul bath …..
Sometimes ….I am certain I am committing actions of kufr ( that take me out of islam ( with the intention of committing kufr in my mind and heart .However, after I commit the action of kufr with the intention of committing kufr in my mind and heart …this worry and fear that I am out of the fold of islam comes to me….I read stagfirullaj and I read my shahadah and do ghusul to renew my imaan .

A while After I utter statements of kufr ( that take me out of islam ( with the intention of committing kufr in my mind and heart , once in a while ….a while after stating the statements can I say astagfirullah and my imaan was not lost…..
A while After I comitted actions of kufr ( that take me out of islam ( with the intention of committing kufr in my mind and heart….. Can I read astagfirullah and my imaan was not lost

1) I posed the question again as it is unclear if my imaan is lost based on the above mentioned
2) could mufti please be my spiritual guide to overcome ?
3) what is meant in mufti response by avoid doubts

Maaf for asking again ….just needed clarity but jnsha -Allah I will now be clear

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Asked on March 2, 2016 10:17 am
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1) All these are doubts, speculation and conjecture. Do not worry about them.
2) Contact your local Alim. Make him your spiritual guide if he is pious, reliable, honest and knowledgable.

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Answered on March 14, 2016 9:01 pm